Amidst The Slow Pain

Amidst in the slow pain
I holler your name
Deep inside
There is no second goodbyes
I laid there
Your eyes caught me here
You left me alone
No longer i can hold
I saw your infinite smirk
My heart shattered by a dirk
My tears shed liquid
Can you make this quick?
I laid there once again
By myself, not you, instead
I felt hurt and betrayed
Like a lion that broken its cage
Firey, anger raged
I grabbed my pistol and raised
at you, I said and frowned,
"Will I be seeing you in around?"
You shifted your feet
"I dont believ-"
I scrambled my gaze
"Why are you in a daze?"
I cried,
"Why are you acting this way?!"
"Don't you see,
you dont love me."
I looked into your hazel eyes
"I loved you all this time!
Why don't you realize?!"
The gun still in hand
You flung at me like a rubber bandI fell into a backward flip
You landed at my hip
You groped my hand in sweat
"I loved you too ever since we met."
We hugged and cried
together we became tied
Suddenly, I pressed my hand against your chest
It was blood, nonetheless
The pistol went off
by being soft.